Tell me nothing about failure, coz i'll never know its meaning..

2005-04-22T19:52:00.000+08:00

NOTICE: TO ALL E PEEPZ N MY FANS OUT THERE...MY BLOG WILL BE JOINT ACCOUNT WIF MY DEAR LIN...THANKZ SO MUCH 4 UR SUPPORT! PEACE!
NEW BLOG:

romanticraze.blogspot.com

2005-04-17T10:09:00.000+08:00

Cinema tickets to go up
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FROM May 1, film-goers here have to pay more to watch a movie at the cinema.

Shaw Organisation, Eng Wah Organization and Golden Village will increase weekday tickets by 50 cents and weekend prices by S$1.

Currently, tickets cost about S$6 to S$7 on weekdays and S$8 to S$8.50 on weekends. After May 1, prices will range from $6.50 to $9.50.

Prices for senior citizens and students at selected weekday showtimes, which are now discounted, will also see slight increases. Rates vary for the different chains.

The three companies comprise the Cinematograph Film Exhibitors Association (CFEA).

Mr Shaw Vee King, managing director of Shaw Organisation and chairman of the association, said that the price hikes will help cover increased utility costs for exhibitors.

2005-04-15T21:04:00.000+08:00

Juz did my Basic Theory Test(BTT). I hope i can pass man...coz i wanna geddit over and done wif..btw my DEAREST SWEET SAYANG accompanied me 2 BBDC..haha..yeah rite after school, wif her tired body n wandering mind, she gathered enuf strength 2 do so...AWWWW...so sweet!!!!!!!!!=)thanx yang..if i pass my test, itz bcoz' of u!!!!!...

MISS YOU SOOO MUCHH!!whaahah...hope i can c ya tml dear...k la...nth much liao....blog in nxt tym yea...byue!!!

"There is no remedy for love but to love more.- Thoreau - "

2005-04-15T20:38:00.000+08:00

"Tempted To Touch"

To all the ladies in the dance
I lose all control when I see you
Standing there in front of me
Your style, your clothes, your hair
You fair woman, you look so sexy
De way you wine and, de way you danceAnd de way that you twist and turn your waist
Leaves me wanting, leaves me yearning
Leaves me feelin for a taste

[Chorus]
Before the end of the night
I wanna hold you so tight
You know I want you so much
And I'm so tempted to touch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I'm inside your clutch
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I need you so much
Tempted to touch, tempted to touch
Little woman, man I'm inside your clutch

[Verse 2]
To all ma ladies in the dance
I don't even know your name
Little woman I don't even know your age
But there's something about you girl
When I see you wining in front the stage
Please forgive me, please excuse me
But there's nothing else that a man can do
I cannot pass or think a woman
I just need to be next to you

[Chorus]

[Bridge]
I wanna feel you, I wanna squeeze you
I wanna hug and kiss and caress you
I wanna love you, I wanna touch you
I'll place no one else above you
I wanna feel you, I wanna squeeze you
I wanna touch and kiss and caress you
I wanna love you, I wanna hug you
You know woman I wanna wings of a dove you

[Chorus]

2005-04-12T19:55:00.000+08:00

Hey...Seriously speaking...Watzup wif e jealousy some have over others?...Getting hate tags on blogs frm these anonymous creatures, hiding in the dark, wielding their blood-craved swords?... To them i say, Fu*k Off FagGots!!...No balls to even leave their names..

So wat if others r prettier, more beautiful than you r?..So wat if others praise THE ONE?..u have no control over this issue wat?..y stick ur nose up n stir up a storm?..No of ur business isn't it?...Blast off D1cKh34d!!!...

If ever there is one faggot who wants 2 create trouble here wif me,come up 2 me straight in my face n say it 2 me..

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2005-04-10T17:01:00.000+08:00

Afternoon peepz!! esp 2 my dearest Sayang!!! i miss yesterday dear...

Tell u wat peepz..Lin n I went 2 Bugis yesterday..No, not 2 shop but wat else?! TO EAT!!!!!...wahaha...Lin brought me 2 a shop selling prawn noodles!!..yummy-yum!!hehe..sedap gileh!!!!!!...delicious dude!!!...u muz be wonderin, izzit halal?..yes it is halal...e whole coffeshop is!!...so my muslim frenz n oso non-muslim frenz...u can go there n have a taste of e dish...itz somewhere beside Parco Bugis Junction...not at e Bugis Street shop side but at e opposite side...

Ok so both of us ate e noodles..awww...im salivating....*slurp*(my saliva)haha..disgustin sia...but truly a dish n shop to be recommended...next tym we go there k sayang?!..*wink2*

My thoughts: Chinese food(or in this case, any kinda food) served outside ought 2 be halal if it were 2 attracted more customers. Coz ppl like us (Lin n I) wld always go 2 places in search of good food. if we come across smth yummy, we wld try it.

My question: Do u guys agree if more shops selling non-halal food shld be halal?..but not compromisin e taste n culture of e dish? (of coz pork can never be halal so im leaving it out)

K i'll be goin 2 camp later..till e next tym u read!!..haha..tata!!..

"There is no remedy for love but to love more.- Thoreau - "

2005-04-03T17:20:00.000+08:00

Yoz wazzup!! went 2 East Coast Park yesterday to cycle wif my darling Lin..BUT alas, it rained halfway, cutting our cycling time into half..haha..

n yeah, when itz abt time 2 return e bicycle, it was drizzling n Lin had wear my windbreaker (which looks oversized on her) wif itz hood..as Lin was wearing her new adidas cap beneath the hood, there's a bulge on top of her head!!!wahwhwaha..dunno whether 2 laugh or not!hehe..

had real fun during the cycle..n partly coz of 2 guys who smiled n talked 2 me, eventhough i do not noe them..n they r foreigners!hmm...n boy, Lin had a go at me bcoz of tht..haha..**censored**...whahwaha

Lin wanted 2 buy her 'ballet' shoes tht she saw at adidas concept shop at Heeren...Since Queensway is a 'cheap' place so we went 2 Queensway(abt 1hr journey) only 2 find it not there, so i suggested goin to Peninsula Plaza or S.C. ....but i later suggested 2 go 2 e adidas concept shop at citilink, n also itz was not there...strange sia... so confirm, Penin does not have tht shoes...Argh these shoeeeess!!!!haha... Lin's frustration is obvious now..oohh yang..dont angry plssss...

Juz go to Heeren then..Lucky itz there..n it was e 2nd last pair...lucky sia...it a pretty shoe..e 3 hot pink stripes aross diagonally at e toes of the shoes. the background is greyish blach wif arranged specks of silver..nice rite?...so i shared her $ to buy her shoes..so u can see her bright smile!!!!! =) ...haha... after e little adventure, i sent Lin home...

Lin brought up smth...Not all guys will do wat i did...2 travel 2 many places which r substancially far frm each other juz 4 a shoe 4 his girlfriend.. So my question is, do any guys want 2 agree or not? i will, definitely, dear..=)

"You don't marry someone you can live with,you marry the person who you cannot live without."

2005-03-30T19:17:00.000+08:00

Hey some things to laugh about..Hope u all like it..Here we go...!!!!!

60 Things Not to Say to a Naked Guy

1. I've smoked fatter joints than that.
2. Ahh, it's cute.
3. Who circumcised you?
4. Why don't we just cuddle?
5. You know they have surgery to fix that.
6. It's more fun to look at.
7. Make it dance.
8. You know, there's a tower in Italy like that.
9. Can I paint a smiley face on that?
10. It looks like a night crawler.
11. Wow, and your feet are so big.
12. My last boyfriend was 4'' bigger.
13. It's ok, we'll work around it.
14. Is this a mild or a spicy Slim Jim?
15. Eww, there's an inch worm on your thigh.
16. Will it squeak if I squeeze it?
17. Oh no, a flash headache.
18. (giggle and point)
19. Can I be honest with you?
20. My 8-year-old brother has one like that.
21. Let me go get my tweezers.
22. How sweet, you brought incense.
23. This explains your car.
24. You must be a growing boy.
25. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow.
26. Thanks, I needed a toothpick.
27. Are you one of those pygmies?
28. Have you ever thought of working in a sideshow?
29. Every heard of clearasil?
30. All right, a treasure hunt!
31. I didn't know they came that small.
32. Why is God punishing you?
33. At least this won't take long.
34. I never saw one like that before.
35. What do you call this?
36. But it still works, right?
37. Damn, I hate baby-sitting.
38. It looks so unused.
39. Do you take steroids?
40. I hear excessive masturbation shrinks it.
41. Maybe it looks better in natural light.
42. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes?
43. Oh, I didn't know you were in an accident.
44. Did you date Lorena Bobbitt?
45. Aww, it's hiding.
46. Are you cold?
47. If you get me real drunk first.
48. Is that an optical illusion?
49. What is that?
50. I'll go get the ketchup for your french fry.
51. Were you neutered?
52. It's a good thing you have so many other talents.
53. Does it come with an air pump?
54. So this is why you're supposed to judge people on personality.
55. Where are the puppet strings?
56. Your big gun is more like a BB gun.
57. Look, it fits my Barbie clothes.
58. Never mind, why bother.
59. Is that a second belly button?
60. Where's the rest of it?

Taken from "www.jokes.com"

2005-03-20T17:00:00.000+08:00

It's been two days and I'm missin' you already
Never really thought you could mean
So much in such a little time

Think about the nights when I'm lyin' in your bed
With my chest resting your head
Now that you're gone I'm here to stay

Chorus
I think I'm fallin' down. Down down down
With a bad case of love. Love love love
I think I'm falling for you. You you you
I think, I'm falling in love

Verse 2
When you come back all I wanna do is hold you
Have a blast even though there's nothing to do
Hold you close and look you in the eyes

So just come back and I'll tell you how I feel
Never knew how easy you could steal
My heart I miss you come home soon

(Chorus)

I think, I'm fallin' in love
I think, I'm fallin' in love

Bridge:
Cause I know that you won't be home when I call you
You're in England now, I hope that you'll be home soon
Cause I know that you won't be there when I call you, NOW

(Chorus)

I think, I'm fallin' in love
(slow) I think, I'm fallin' in love

2005-03-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

Hello peepz!!!

Yesterday i've enrolled 4 my Class 3 license..4 those who do not noe, itz e driving license..yeah2 some of u all might say tht im slow..kwang kwang...yeah i noe...but i was doin my As last year n i did not wanna be distracted..wahwahah

Paid 200bux 4 e enrolment fee and such..wah piang..technically burned my tiz mth's pay..wahahwa..my pay was coincidentally credited 2 my account yesterday.. wahaha.. cant wait 2 finish learning and get my license.. heard tht my parents will be getting a car after i get my license..BUT how true it is, i'll find out in the future... n dear, let's hope our dream of me 'tompang-ing' or drive u around will happen!!haha..

just now i went 2 dear2 house..ibu invited me!!....whahaha..miss me la...spent some time at her house..n u noe how much i miss my dear2?... i cant quantify...heh...LUV U DEAR!!!!

"What a grand thing, to be loved!What a grander thing still, to love!"

2005-03-06T10:48:00.000+08:00

On friday marks e very new chapter of my life..

It was e release of e 'A' Levels results. Nervous e night before, calm on tht day. A sign of pleasant things to come? Hope so. As my dear2 noes, e night b4 e release i was so nervous n excited at e same time. So much so tht i cant be myself-noisy. Resting her assuring hands on mine, dear2 told me i shld be calm n leave it 2 God. I had tried my very best n only He will be able to fulfill my prayers. I was comforted, but not too much in extent. Im always glad dear2 cld be there 4 me, in times of need n happiness. Thanx dear.

Come e day, i was pleasantly surprised tht i was not as nervous as e day b4. Good? Hope so. U noe e feeling where u wanna noe ur results, at e same u r nervous? Everyone noes tht. Met dear2 at Jurong East after her sch b4 heading 2 Yishun. I was extremely happy she cld go 2 my sch.Initially she cant bcoz of her practical lesson. Miraculously, her teacher cancelled it. A sign of good things to come? Hope so. After e Friday prayers, met her agn to go 2 my sch. Walkin hand in hand, inchin 2wards sch, it was as if my future depends on my results. Duh! Then why did i slog so hard if my future doesn't depend on it?

Upon reachin e hall, dear looked at me w/o saying a word. As if telepathically, my mind read hers, "dun worry yang, u will do well". I was assured. The briefing was long. When iz e results coming?

Finally when e results slip was in my hands, i saw a 'C' grade. Dashed. I hated 'C's. Dear2 was there to see my reaction. I looked at her, noticing tears held in her eyes. Showed her my slip. "I think it's a good result, yang.", she said. " A, B, C, B4 "...Maths, Chem, Phy, GP. i looked at her wif confused disposition. I expected all to be at least a B. So to see a 'C' really irk me. My heart aches.

But 1st of all, i NEED to thank my Chem teacher, Miss Seah. She was my inspiration. She made me believe i can do well 4 my Chem. She had done wat no other Chem teacher had done. She made me do well 4 my Chem.

After goin around e hall, traversing lots of emotions, i was relieved tht my grades were not tht bad. Happy? Yes.

I have to thank my Teachers who had done their part in makin me push hard 4 e final stride b4 my As. My parents 4 supporting me.

N last but definitely not e least, my dear LIN, 4 goin thru ups n downs wif me, 4 endurin my blabbings n oso givin me encouragements when i find e going gets tough. Thank u so much yang. i owe it to u...

When the going gets tough, the tough gets going.

2005-02-27T21:18:00.000+08:00

Hey dear!!...i've passed out frm my trng!!!...frm tml onwards, it will be 8 to 5!!!hahha...

hope gotta c u everyday after ur sch..or izzit after my work?..hahha..but remem not 2 wait 4 me hor...later u come home late...finally can tok 2 u a lil' longer evryday...not lyk in camp...so short only i can tok 2 u...hahaha...

ttz all abt camp..

ohh dear...how much i miss u only god noes...hw much i yearn 2 hear ur voice...only He noes...how much u mean 2 me, even e universe is not enuf...

2005-02-27T20:28:00.000+08:00

Hi guys jz passed-out of my Basic Rescue Training..nw an instructor in BRTC..will start work tml..=)

me in "kilat" uniform

Right n left markers

Cool Dudes ver.1

Cool Dude Ver.2

Cpl Syafie (ORD soon n im takin his place.) n Yong How (fellow buddy becomin colleague soon)

Route march warm-up?

Route march delight..

Titan Warriors...

Corporal Taufik n me.

Hey hey, LTA Elfie n me

After Footdrill Comp.(wic we didnt win)

Macho macho men!!!...

2005-02-13T10:49:00.000+08:00

Mornin pplz!!!!!

Spent V-Day ystrday...n it turned out 2 be great!!went out 2 Breekz! 4 lunch..hha...yum-yummy..

Then off to Heeren we went.. walked arnd...n Dear told me i make a good shoppin companion..coz im patient n give honest opinion...im complimented!..haha

Then we went to e Perfect 10 1st movie screening at Youth Park... saw e whole P10 crew..they were wacky..esp Daniel Ong....n i went trigger-happy wif my camera..whahaha..at last Dear n I gotta take pic wif Dan...hhaha...

What a romantic V-Day...spending it under e stars...Thanx Dear..4 makin it a beautiful V-Day Date!!!...;)

"What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow"

2005-02-06T15:42:00.000+08:00

Afternoon peepz!!

Weekend's great...gotta c my dear gf 4 3 straight days!!! haha...i dunno whether other bfs feel e same but i truly miss her anytime n anywhr i may be...haha feelin sia...

jz havin a quiet time wif each other, gazin at e stars, it was lovely... n e outin on saturday was nothin less than beautiful...wif all e laughter(as always) n e funny comments abt others...haha...always love evrythn there r abt us...

countin e days we will mit up agn...I MISS YOU

"What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts. A bond the angels have ordained"

2005-01-30T18:23:00.000+08:00

Jz woke up..wanna bathe now...mornin jz returned frm guard duty which was frm 730am on saturday to 730am today...sian...

BUT then, I WENT OUT WIF DEAR!!!...so long didnt see her...when see her, my heart skipped a beat...haha...felt soo good agn coz gotta see her!!!I LOVE U LIN!!!!..hehe..im ALWAYS HAPPY wheneva im wif u dear..trully...ate out n gotta talk n laugh at e same time...haha...muarkz!!!!luv u lotz!!! ;)

gonna outta house at 7pm...reach camp by 830pm...haiz..another wk gonna be spent in camp...4 weeks to go precisely..counting down eagerly 4 passing-out-parade...tt will be 25 Feb....

"What is love, but a force. To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains. And halt time’s ceaseless flow"

2005-01-23T09:10:00.000+08:00

Thankz dear 4 going out wif me yesterday...it was a memorable day 4 it has bn a long since we went out together...hehe...

ate at LJS since it has also bn a long time we ate at LJS..haha..toking abt cravings yeah..then e beautiful scenery at e rooftop garden at Esplanade was nice...also e 1st time we stepped in e library@Esplanade... pretty dim tho'...remem e extinguisher, yang?....haha....then wanted 2 watch a movie but none interest us..then sat at e koi garden at suntec...n slack...tho didnt do anything much other then toking, it was great coz we get 2 be wif each other...hehe..so mushy hor?!...but ttz e way it is..i LOVE every moment im wif u yang!!!!thnk u so much....!!!

4 my camp, e tear gas lesson was eye-opening(but more lyk eye-closing, coz it hurts e eyes!)...playing wif extinguisher(now u now y i said abt e extinguisher)haha...CPR was smthn new 4 me...

"What is love, but an emotion,So strong and so pure,That nurtured and shared with another. All tests it will endure"

2005-01-16T14:20:00.000+08:00

Im not as good in words as my dear gf is..wat u wrote in ur blog was truly touchin so much...greatly.... It feels good loving someone..BUT it is even more beautiful when tht someone loves u e same...thtz wat im feeling now..n it will always remain as beautiful now n forever..

No amt of words can describe how much u mean alot 2...even if they can describe, they may not be enuf...even if im not near u dear, remem tht my soul will be..even if u can't hear my voice, always remem tht we speak e same language...n even if u cant see me, remem e face is only an appearance and only the heart shows its true self...

"My love is like a river. That will never end. My love is like a dove. With a beautiful message to send."

2005-01-15T19:52:00.000+08:00

Hey Im back!!!!!!...no, not today but ystdy...booked out at 6pm n reached home at 7pm... had headache n still having e runs...argh!!...

Last wk was slack wk...evrythng was slack man...it was orientation week so nt so much of physical..im expectin nxt wk 2 be tougher...hmmm

btw i MISS my sayang soooo much u noe....haiz...really really do man...but luckily gotta call her evry nite...hehe..but still miss mah...hahhaa...muarkz dear!!!!

"My love is like an ocean. It goes down so deep. My love is like a rose. Whose beauty you want to keep"

2005-01-11T07:08:00.000+08:00

Im goin off now...Dear, dun miss me too much k...I'll ALWAYS tink of u...esp at nite..luv u wif all my heart n soul...muarkz!!!...

c u guys...;)

2005-01-10T15:16:00.000+08:00

Hmmmm... 17 hours till i become a full-pledged NSman..u see tml im reporting at Jalan Bahar Camp..at 8.30am..whaahha...im goin NS?..hmmm...e next phase in e life of a guy in S'pore...every guy, be it willing or not, has 2 go...me?...ok larh...neither TOO excited nor TOO sad...coz it doesn't matter...it has to be done rite?..true..kwakz...

So undergoin 2 yrs shldn't be tough 4 me..juz tt im concerned by e fact tht i dunno wic type of ppl i'll meet...ttz all...even though MY dream is to be an officer in e army, i shall juz accept e fact i'll play wif water...rite yang?..itz not dangerous, rite yang?-again.hahah...no forest 4 me, Lin said...

btw, i'll be meeting dear later 4 dinner...hahah...wat else can we do...eat, eat, eat...n more eating...hope she doesnt mind...=)...she ya later dear..muarkz!

2005-01-07T17:18:00.000+08:00

Argh!!! e flu bug is coming..headache n running nose...tot i wanna go 2 YJC's jam n hop nite...but nah!!...4geddit...wahhaahwa

Dear having dinner wif family later..enjoy ur meal k! muarkz! n 'tapao' 4 me if u can!!..hahaha... luv ya dear..lotz..

"So these seven words,I pray you hold true,"Forever and Always,I will Love You."

2005-01-04T13:51:00.000+08:00

Woke up early today 2 send my cuzzie off to Newark(USA)..he will be doing his overseas attachment there as he is part of the Global Immersion Program in Nanyang Technological University(NTU)... btw he appeared in the malay newspaper (Berita Harian) on 24th Dec 2004..

Miss you dear.

"Whenever we say goodbye,whenever we part,know I hold you dearly,deep inside my heart."

2005-01-03T14:40:00.000+08:00

A very gd afternoon peepz!!..

went 2 National Stadium yesterday n it was a truly memorable xperience!!! the match n e atmosphere especially..e feeling is beyond description as a sense of de-ja-vu overcame me...it brought memories of the Malaysian Cup days...e Kallang Waves, "ole-ole" cheer, "referee KAYU!!" shoutings, n also e occasional expletives n gestures displayed...even when im writing,e hair of my spine is standing....woow!!!...tt was e reason i stubbornly wanted 2 go 2 e stadium despite of e heavy downpour 4 e past few days...

when i reached e East entrance, i was awed by e no. of ppl in e stadium...it was really packed at both sides of e stadium.Singapore was trailing by a goal at tht time..."alamak" ..i walked to my right 2 find a seat...but i noticed a few 'missiles' being launched..n i saw a red n white tape separating two sections...on one side is a sea of red while e other side is full of white crowd...then it struck me....i was at e 'volatile border' of S'pore n Myanmarese fans..."oops" i tot 2 myself...i did an about turn n searched 4 a seat on e other side of e gallery...who noes wat injuries i will sustain if i sat near tht place..

e view was nt tht great since im facing e pitch diagonally...1st half there was not much happenings except when Alam Shah goal was disallowed..a few agitated S'pore fans screamed "referee kayu" n e 'F'.....haha
....violent sia.....

During e half-time i switched place 2 somewhere in e center of gallery, BUT not anywhere e 'border'...called my dear 4 a while n got a 'scolding' coz i 4got 2 'miss call' her 2 indicate i have reached e stadium safely...haha...sorry dear!!.. by then it started to drizzle but e atmosphere didnt die down...

when Myanmar scored their 2nd goal...the red official die-hard fan t-shirts of e FAS were thrown down from e myanmarese fans...n also other object too.... nevertheless, e Lions fans were behind e team...when e Myanmar striker was sent off, it was e turning point of e game....S'pore fans taunted our counterpart...n vice-versa...more 'missiles'... Singapore didnt take long to capitalise on e one-man advantage...Noh Alam Shah scored n e "ole-ole" cheer rang arnd e stadium...followed by e kallang wave!!!!!...whahaha...after that e ball was in our court when 2 other Myanmar players sent off...more taunts, more 'missiles'...again...

bla...bla...bla....end of game, a bunch of skinheads frm near e grandstand ran to e opposite side of e stadium when there were commotion at e gallery...then dustbin covers thrown...wah piang...never see b4 sia...outside e stadium the "ole-ole" continued... S'pore fans went home happy after "we" qualified 4 e Tiger Cup final...possible opponent Malaysia(arch-rival) n Indonesia(rival)...so gd luck to either this two teams...coz the Kallang Roar will threaten to chew our opponent in the final...btw final will be two-legged, 8 Jan n 16 Jan...in which e 2nd leg will b played in Kallang...alamak i will miss the 2nd leg la.......will b in camp...sobz

luv u dear

"You bring a joy to my heart,I've never felt before,with each touch of your heart,I love you more and more."

2005-01-02T10:12:00.000+08:00

Morning peepz!!!!!

After reading my dear's blog entry, i was truly, sincerely touched...you see, yours truly is goin into NS soon . in another 9 days(im sure Lin won't lyk me counting down) she tinks i lyk bein away frm her at nite.of coz not!.i noe, who is gonna listen 2 her lame jokes n make her laugh...provide a listenin ear n sooth her heart when it is down...

BUT i wanna tell her eventhough i may be training, she certainly wont be out of my mind...esp. at nite...i'll surely miss her voice too...truly do... i hope she can devise a plan to 'kidnap' me!!!hahaha...i will miss u yang!...

"This treasure of love,I cherish within my soul,how much I love you,you'll never really know."

2005-01-01T15:36:00.000+08:00

Afternoon peepz!!!!...ok, a quick update....There will be a LIVERPOOL vs Chelsea match at 8.40pm...As im a reds fan, i'll definitely watch tiz(eventhough i've never willingly miss any Liverpool's matches)...n Jabir(a Blues fan) will too....but i tink Liverpool can win!!...hahaha...ok so, letz tune in 2 e match n c who will have e last laugh...

To my dear, gd luck in ur studies k.U'll excel in ur papers !!!!

"When I'm with you,eternity is a step away,my love continues to grow,with each passing day."

2004-12-30T16:15:00.000+08:00

Hey Guys!!!!!!!!!!

as u all can c,....i've revamped my blog....and all credit goes to my DEAREST SAYANG, LIN!!!!!!!!!!!thanx yang 4 helpin me clear my doubts n ur patient approach in revampin my blog..n she is e one who chose tiz skin...thanx dear....luv u yang...

e template is brighter coz it represents e new phase of my life...after my As...(i've been having dark blogs all along)...i nid a change... so yeah i suggested 2 my dear, n together we traversed e web, looking 4 e possible templates..n we chose tiz one!

n of coz, my blog will be updated frequently...till my time 2 be called up...(my dear will miss me lotz...n so do i...)

2004-12-11T14:58:00.000+08:00

Wey wey wey....wazz up wif u guys...

im good....juz enjoying myself wif tiz holidays ...im left wif 1 more mth...but tht reminds me of farhan hensem...he's going NS in 3 more days//wahwahaha....gd luck bro....

well...im going into civil defence for my NS commitment....not wat i expected myswelf 2 be in....but nvm....lyk wat i told my frens...'i spent 5 years holding a rifle...but now i will hold a water hose instead'..

well wat can i expect?...trully, i dunno...maybe some training tht i've never undergone b4?... wahahaha.....2 years will pass v fast....n tht means 2 years of no school!!!...dam...i dun even noe if my brain will be as crispy as b4 when i start schoolin in U(hopefully)...wahhaha...

k in e near future ill be praying hard 4 my results....hope it goes well////.....n oso get a fat paycheck durin my NS....so can indulge in luxuries n can spend on my dear2...wahwahaha....n of coz giv a bit to my mum....my dad? he has more than enuf!!!...hahwwahahah....ok till next tyn...

ps: my com is still dead....whr is my cuzzie who's gonna repair it!!!!!!!wawhahah

2004-10-11T14:53:00.000+08:00

I love my dear sayang..the one and ONLY!!

2004-09-27T19:38:00.000+08:00

Due to technical error, the previous entry has been deleted. Please refer to the Main Administrator or get out of here alive!

hahaha...juz kidding... =)

yeah btw...so far i've passed 2 papers for prelims...maths n chem....gp n phy not yet...will noe soon...hahaha...so yeah...keep comin' guys! ;)_

2004-09-23T19:46:00.000+08:00

Well well...Prelims Over...damn...so fast...jz pray tt i have great grades...great i mean it..but im surprised abt e maths percentage passes...21.9%!!!!!!!!....wah piang...e top post is occupied by tian yong...88 for P1 n 77 for P2...hmmm....marvellous...*i applaud*....so yeah

im gonna slack tiz wkend...im suggesting to my frens to go 2 sentosa tis sat...to play beach vball..n also...hmmm...nvm...later sayang will be annoyed!!!...hahaha...den nxt wk im gonna gear up for my nxt phrase of plan...for my a level...

hehehe...btw our class kid bro...zaid has launched his new blog recently...go view k..itz at my link...zaid i noe u wont mind..hehehe...=)

2004-09-22T13:12:00.000+08:00

Well well...Gd afternoon peepz!!...jz had my lunch b4 bloggin...jz now doin e phy paper was quite smooth-sailing..hehe..except tht i muz brush up on my definitions of terms...hope i can score well 4 tiz paper la...tml will be my last paper: Design qn..later i'll read a bit n voila...im gonna zzz!!...whahaha...k c ya!! =)

2004-09-21T18:10:00.000+08:00

Gd afternoon evryone...act not in e mood to surf e net these few days...coz i suspect my com is virus-infected..n now all e settings in my com have gone hay-wire...

The internet explorer words have either way too big fonts or way too small fonts...i hate looking at e com...not only e internet but also evrything i c on my com...argh...hw great...

Anyone wif any knowledge on how to set this thing right, or noe anything abt restoring my com back, or trojan removal, or anything to do wif com...PLS help me!!!...AAAARRRRRRGGGGGGHGHHHHH...thanx btw..;)

Yeah btw..i hav 2 more papers left 4 my Prelims..both Phys...paper 3 n 4...so all e best to my frenz i noe in any JCs n also in YJC...n also to those doing any exams...ALL E BEST k....BYUE!!!!!!

2004-09-13T21:42:00.000+08:00

Hey i have no complains abt 2day!!...quite satisfied wif my progress of chem..n im ready for tml's paper..Bring It On!!wahwhaaa...not to boast la...but i hope i can score tml...

k....2day, started studyin frm 10 plus...all e way til 5.30pm...wif small breaks in b/w...n guess wat...i completed wat i guess will be enuf for tml... X~fingers crossed~X...

Den i decided to cycle all e way to Yishun...jz to let out steam n destress...n also to meet my Sayang...it was a half hr journey...fun man!!...cycling is gerek! wwahwhaha...

So yeah im prepared for tml's paper after e preparations n exercise!..hehe..pray for me guys..wish me all e best k!...u guys study hard too!! =)

To Sayang: Hope u study well too n wish u a speedy recovery!!..muarkz!! =X

2004-09-11T19:55:00.000+08:00

Wah...nothin...

today was great!!...no not bcoZ i ATE a lot...hmmm...i did!...ok...but coz i met my Sayang at her house!...she sick mah...so after i met my teacher for consultation, i flew to her house..wahahha...bought her 'cooling' drink...coz she has sore throat n feelin weak...I MISS HER!!!...hehehe...she was woken up by ibu...she wif her 'out-of-bed' look was as sexy as ever!!..hahehehe...to a certain extent...;)...

so ibu n me talk, talk n talk...almost all subj...frm government, to her childhood life, her work, lin, lin's bros....etc etc...fun sia...life experiences are valuable..VERY!...learnt smth new evrytym ibu n me talked!...yeah...abt e 'danger zone' lin was talkin abt...hmmm...nth la...u all no need to noe!..whahwhaha..

So yeah...lin...wish u recover fast fast k>..muarkz!!=X

2004-09-09T13:32:00.000+08:00

Hmmm...pretty much boring thiz days...nth much happened except tht my brain almost went bonkers ystrday!...tht topic of Electrochem nearly cracked my skull n expose my swelling veins!!...AARRR!!!..almost giving up tiz topic 4 prelims..tried e qns in TYS after reading my notes doesn't help..tho after prelims i gonna hunt my teachers down for tiz topics..i can conc on other topics 4 chem den...might as well...other subj ok ar..now doin physics topics..den maths..

wahwahwa...damn exhausted man...brain wanna burst...I LOVE TIZ PERIOD OF TIME!!!!!...wawhahwahaha...i can kill my brains!!....wahwahaha...ok nvm...later gonna visit my Sayang at NP...coz there is a fair goin on...an entrepreneurship drive or smth equivalent...hehehe...ok..i gonna cont studyin now...;)

2004-09-05T10:50:00.000+08:00

WEeeee...yesterday studyin was crap...brain's not workin n unfortunate i was feelin tired too!..dam...i dun even noe y...effectively studied 4 3 hrs only!!!wawwaa..den when to my Sayang's house...n guess wat!!!WE WENT CYCLING!! incl her mum!!!!!!!!...so e grp of us (ibu, lin, her bro farhan, n me!) cycled to Sembawang beach...

Tht took us 20 mins!..fun lah deh! on e way picked pucuk ubi..hmmm...act i dun even noe how it looked lyk at 1st..after pickin a bunch of them, den i noe!...act ibu wanted me to stay for dinner but den i promised my mum i'll be back by 9pm...so i cant stay...awww man...ibu act wantd to cook e pucuk ubi...instead she invited me later in e evening...after studyin we'll make our way to Lin's hse..so tt'z all..

Wish me gd concentration guys!..c ya later Lin! ;)

2004-09-03T21:29:00.000+08:00

..Gd evening peepz!!...

Chem prac was fine..dunno whether can do well...or even pass it..but i was happy wif my organisation of time n thank god i didn't break any equipment!..haha..if not i'll be disappointed..strange huh!...haha..

After prayers, went to lib n did my maths: statistics ok lar..a bit i dunno...n i scratched my head BUT my gf described it as a GORILLA SCRATCHING inst!!...whwhawha..so mean!..=)

Btw i've been missing my Sayang recently..eventho i meet her more often than last wk!!...strange sia..evn she said she can feel it...hmmm...woman's instinct huh?! ..yeah so thts how it went..

A's is in less than 10 wks!!now im working on my weakest topics of each subj..then 3 weeks later i'll start doin full papers!!..wwahwhaaha...wish me not good luck BUT good perseverance!..;)STUDY HARD PEEPZ!!!!!

2004-09-01T21:19:00.000+08:00

Haw low!~!~

Tml is my GP exam!!...den e nxt day will be my Chem prac!..wahwhawhaa..bring them on!..hahaha..kraziee!!

Act went to NP 2day since itz a sch hol..sent my Sayang n intended to fetch her...here goes...

Met her at MARS(siling) mrt at 1110hrs..she brought me to NP lib n i studied at e 4th level...her lect ended b4 2pm..ate lunch at canteen 4(if im correct)..dam nice sia e food(compared to YJC's food...hmm...btw all food taste better than YJC's)..BUT in e middle of our lunch she told me her lesson was goin on...wahwhahaa...she didnt noe her lesson was brought forward!..den i continue studying..only 4 her 2 climb all e way up to mit me agn..aww so SWEEEETTT!!!!i miss her!!...really!!!...den she intro me to her frens b4 embarkin on e journey up e 'hill' to e Convention Centre...not noeing thtz e last i saw her for 2day!!...we were supp to mit at 630pm..so i waited waited waited...till 745pm...Sayang called me to tell me to go home 1st..oh man!!!...i really wanted to go hme wif her..alas! tht was not to be!..=(...in e end while i was otw hme, she called at 815pm after she ended her rehearsal..

OK! hope i can tok to her later...coz she is bz wif her scripts...inow i really really want to hear her voice...IM SO IN LOVE!!!!!!....MUARKZ yang!!!!

Pray 4 me guys...for my Prelims n A's ...to u guys out dere,...STUDY HARD!!!!

2004-08-29T08:31:00.000+08:00

Gd Morning!!...im refreshed...Lyk wat my gf said in her blog, itz a 'Kick the Books And Roll The Blade'

Yesterday was undeniably a marvellous day spent at ECP...met my dear at 1030am..she was late!!(for 3 mins)haha...walked to e nearby coffeeshop for our breakfast...after a full meal, went to paya lebar mrt b4 we took a cab...upon reaching there, a couple of snapshots n blading we went..

She was e fastest learner tht i've seen!!!she can move b4 she can stand still..hmmm..she can oso blade on her own within 30 mins of puttin on e blades!!..thtz wat i told her..maybe she has e 'blader's instinct'!!whwahwaha..but of coz, we had our fair share of falling down!!...im not tht expert though..she fell, pull me down...n there u go...both of us fell...hahaha...evrytym we fell we laugh(except her last fall)..luckily im always able to break her fall..except when she was blading w/o my 'support'...

n yah my gf claimed she saw me 'staring at bikini-clad babes'..heh..they jz happen to be in my eye's range of vision when i turn my head!..hehe..true but u gals will say im a guy!always tempted!..haiz..we guys will always lose in this area..

After 3 hrs of fun, we ate at Mac's..took a couple of pics of coz!..n we went home..of coz i sent her home..evrtiym we go out tog, i'll always send her home..she's my responsibility...if not, ibu (her mum) will slice me into strips n cook me in curry!haha...so gross...of coz not, ibu is e funkiest n coolest mum i've ever ever seen!..

LAst but not e least, i wld lyk to thank my Sayang for goin out wif me n make tiz day,a day to remember!..;) thankz yang!..muarkz! my heart is still burning as brightly now as e 1st tym i set my eyes on u!..

Enjoy e pics!

2004-08-27T20:49:00.000+08:00

Hawlow!!!..tml my Sayang n me will go to East Coast PArk to BLADE!!!!...whwhwahwaah...i can't wait la deh!..

tentatively we'll meet at 1030am la..den go makan n den to ECP..it was a promise tht i had made to her a few years ago act...i told her i'll teach her to blade when im free/have e time!!..btw she has phobia when it comes to blading...bcoz of a scary encounter while playing wif her childhood fren..tht incident left her wif a long scar on her leg..so thtz y shes afraid of blades..i wanna assure her i'll take care of her during the 'lesson' on blading!..hehe..

me?blading?learnt tht when i was (i think) in pri 5...yeah..u can imagine me clad wif e gears..helmet, elbow, knee pads...n wrist guard...haha..cute sia..im able to blade efficiently but NOT lyk e pros of coz...NOT those extreme stunts too...so i'll teach Sayang the most basic stuff 1st, den we'll have a long 'walk' along ECP!!..haha...

so yeah..last week,after a lil thought, i decided to go tiz Sat..hahaha..yeah i noe...my Physics Prelim Prac is 2 more days!!...so y m i doin in ECP?!..haha..easy..to wind down after 3 mths of intense, hard, gut-wrenching drills of studying!!!...whwhaha...my frens all say im CRAZY...either bcoz of e effect of studying TOO hard OR im CRAZY by studying TOO hard!!>..ermmm...i tink both!!....hahaha...

so yeah will discuss wif her later abt tml...we'll of coz take loads of pics!!..so stay tuned!!...muarkz!adieu~

2004-08-20T21:50:00.000+08:00

Hello guys...

Many stories tiz week la..abt my frenz, gf, me..bla bla..btw all tiz r trivial issues(except my gf's la)..hahah...she special mah..

k 1st is a bt my frenz..a guy frm class has been absent 4 arnd 2 weeks..itz ok it seems but he's not on mc i guess..haha..muz be 'studying TOO hard'..seems lyke i oso lose..haha..another fren..IM V PROUD OF HIM!!!!!..he did smth wic impresses me V MUCH!!..he went 4 prayers 2day!!!..YESH!!!!..coz he said he had chest pain e nite b4 n he suddenly felt tht he wanna go mosque wif e rest of e muslim guys!!!!....ermmm...hope he really continues tiz obligation..u go man!!!..

2nd abt my gf..tiz is abt multi-level marketin..im interested too..but due to a reason, i cant...so nw im tinkin of a way to 'bend' e rules..haha..V interestin la..V temptin deal..c wat r e developments la...btw all of e products ive seen r really amazing..imagine wif juz a wipe of cloth, e 'kiwi' stains are gone...or tiz 'top 5 selling cosmetics' named Artistry is sold 4 a cheaper price than in e markets...e detergents are concentrated, meaning better value for money, though it cost a little bit more..all of tiz, i've seen wif my eyes..i was impressed...really...My gf will have more info..so any products u wanna enquire abt, u juz tag her board k!!!.....btw yang, u can do it!!!!!hehe

abt me...?hmm...im getting a lil' more crazier..nth new..yeah so..study hard peepz..exams arnd e corner!..;)...adieuz!~

2004-08-15T20:56:00.000+08:00

Am i becoming kookoo or wat? Am i crazy? Coz iv bn studying 4 long period of time. hope it will be REALLY REALLY beneficial to me..

c'mon im investing loads of my tym..pls giv me e grades i desire..i confess iv never bn REAL hardworking as now..god noes how n HE noes why..hope HE gives me e guidance n perseverance tht i need..pls help me overcome all e pains n sufferings im goin thru'..i ALWAYS feel tired(but rarely display it) both physically n mentally..it may be a sign, maybe not..e 1st may it be but not..i was not feeling well in e middle of my sat maths test!!!..unprecedented, strange, weird..wateva..nose was running away wif flu, slight fever, brain switched off..gosh, hope i did well 4 maths...

in e moring was chem paper, i knew i studied as well i knew i wont do well...got mixed up wiff eqns, facts, bla bla..dam..environmental chem..ouch..tt hurts..

nevertheless, i'll DO WELL!!!..I WILL..TO somone close to me: believe in wateva u r, no matter wat ppl say..only u urself noe who u realli r. n dere's no one who can dent ur confidence..speak out, if u muz..say it INTO their face..to tell dem, e scathing remarks hurt..but wait. to say it hurts is juz an understatement...it BURNS...tt will b better..ttz my advice..gd luck in wateva u do k..

Tell me nothing abt failure, coz i'll never knew its meaning...

Wait...i owe MY Sayang tiz bloggie template...she was e one who chose tiz cool template..Thanx yang..n oso e tagboard frm myshoutbox ...Thanx once again..btw she was e one who told me 2 update my blog!..hehe..MUARKZ dear! =)

2004-07-25T20:13:00.000+08:00

yozzie kaizee linniee!!!!.......wajdbsadgkjahds...whwhahhwa...nothing much ..juz wanna indulge in a foreign language?..wat lang.?...alien lang. la..whahhaa...juz kiddin!!!....haha...

jz got back at 7.30 pm..frm lib ...was dere since12pm..of coz i was wif my dear sayang..as always...has bn lyk tht 4 a mth..n more to come..great exp. when studyin wif her n e quiet atmosphere of e lib...can absorb more la..yeah..now im missing her...lyk crazy..wif we wldn't part 4 e day..tiz is wat i call "Post-meeting syndrome"...hmmm...coincidentally itz PMS!!!!!!...wahwhaha..okok...stop crappin kai..wazzup wif u?!...haha..still countin down to e days or mths..itz 3 1/2 more mths!!..haha..k wanna eat dinner ..parents jz back home..c ya!!..btw yang..I MISS U!!!...muArkZ!!!!

adieuz ppl~!!!!

2004-07-24T16:50:00.000+08:00

long time no see all my fans..whahaha...been super duperly ultimately marvellously majestically ultra very BUSY..itz B-U-S-Y wif e CAPITAL LETTERS..yeah tax-ing my small brain..wic will eventually kill every single cell in my teeny-weeny brain..u c, my complex sophisticated human mind, is smaller than a pea..hmm...wonders of God's creation..but e interesting thing is that i LOVE tiz pace of my life..every challenges that obstruct my path to success, i kick it a way as though itz not there..(luckily my toes are strong, not to mention sweet smelling)..arr..God's creation of e human body..lucky im lame, if not i have no other outlets of anger output..BUT im not tht lame if not how 2 walk? whahwha...ok...

been studying lyk mad crazy,wateva u can call it..my home is lyk a hotel 4 me, zzz in it during e nite( by tht i mean 12midnte to 6 am) haiz wat to do? As comin la..wanna go U mah..LOCAL U..not foreign U la..yeah see now my gf beside me said 'OF COZ!'.. later i mit all e ang-moh babes, all e TALL ones, they have 'neverending' legs...whwhahwa..i dun wan those legs, coz u'll never noe when they gonna seduce u n strangle u b/w their legs...not tt i dun lyk...but then how to enjoy?whahwha...

my personal life? MY 4TH ANNIVERSARY wif my dearest sayang was spent on 17th JULY..instead of 20th, a tues,...sch mah..ahh..4 years of journey tht meanders endlessly..wif all those diff moments n of coz, e great moments too..argh! wonderful !i wish we have e most best-est phase of our life together...till e end of time..n life..e phrase 'till death do us part' doesnt hold 4 me coz i noe even in death will i hold her heart..luv u dear..muarkz!

3 1/2 more mths n im going 4 battle..war of e future..whahwah..strappin on my gears of determination n perseverance, i march on....

2004-07-10T08:58:00.000+08:00

Morning ppl!!..itz e 2nd Saturday of e term..n im getting 2 full swing of e mugging mode..no choice mah..itz interesting how i'll fare in e upcoming saturday tests..coz for once, i failed subsequent maths topics..haven't had a physics test since a amillion yrs ago..n lastly i failed e openin day of my chem lect test!..argh..im not a failure..itz jz tht i was still in holiday mood lah..dun worry..im gonna do well in my sat tests!..haha..

I'll be goin to e library today wif my Sayang..miss her la..'buay tahan ar'..but b4 tht, she requested tht we eat roti prata!..haha/..she has e craving lah..so i gladly n sincerely obliged..later at 10 plus meet her..gonna giv her a big2 hug!..haha..k so thtz it!..adieuz~

2004-07-07T15:00:00.000+08:00

Hello, jz got home. Eating Maggi rite now while bloggin. Meetin Nizam later in Wdls library, if he can wake up frm his dreams. Will be doin my RJC Prelims 2003..kinda hard la. but quite manageable. hopin to finish today.

hey ppl doin ur As tiz year, buck up now yeah..dun slack!!! 4mths to go!

btw I REALLY MISS MY GF!!!!!arrrr!!!!..wanna hear hear voice greatly.but itz ok even if itz 5 mins a weekday tht i can hear her voice! haha..miss her laughter.miss evrything abt her.haiz.*rememberin her smile* haiz even more.haha.she's in sch. prayin she wont be hunted by headless(more like brainless) scavengers. finding every fault of hers. k not gonna digress. wish her all e best in evrthing she does! muarkz! a gd luck kiss! hehe. luv u dear!

2004-07-05T07:34:00.000+08:00

Hello..Greece won Euro '04..was those who didn't noe yet..haha..e score 1-0.. scored by Haristeas..e Werder Bremen striker who had been sittin on e bench all season..strange..n he's e star striker 4 Greece..good 4 Greece since they played more attackin game..great tight man-markin n organisation..wat can i say..tht tactic won their games in Euro '04..shld teams start 2 use tht tactics? NO. wat a boring game it will be! haha. take care peepz!

im gonna meet my sayang today in sch! haha. cant wait! I MISS HER! aww..luv u yang! ;) muarkz!

2004-06-27T19:13:00.000+08:00

Aloo ppl~ school starts tml!!! Allrite..I've nvr bn as geared before in my life to start sch!! I believe i will have a MARVELLOUS rest of year 2004..It will be great..to end my As..n go into NS..N i believe nth bad will happen to me..I always pray hard..ALWAYS...

I will be VERY bz 4 e rest of e year..preparing 4 e much 'covetted' exams..one n only impt exam..i believe i will do well n achieve my dreams..triple As..izzit a far-fetched dream?..NAH!! it wont.. if u dun believe me, check out e title of my blog...not e one i lost to time...but further above..i love tht phrase..1st, i made it myself..2nd, it will be my motto...to power ahead n reach my peak b4 my exams..

Hehe..ok u ppl take care too alrity..best of luck in evrythng u do!! ;)

Yang..u too ok?...hehe =)

2004-06-25T12:14:00.000+08:00

Well, im quite upset. Owen scored. Rooney injured early. Late equiliser by Postiga, e lousy striker. Campbell's goal ruled out. England lost. Thru penalty. Beckham missed e plot. Vassell too. Portugese 'keeper saving his effort. Then scored decisive goal.

How great. Though it was dejavu for me. I do not nid to remind tht i saved a penalty n scored in our last match. Haha(*sarcastic laugh la). Haha(*real laugh).

Ok, to give credit, Portugal played better in e 2nd half. They deserved to win. So im gonna back off n try 2 get over it. Meanwhile, i bet Czech will be a dark horse to win Euro 2004. Sorry France.

2004-06-23T13:48:00.000+08:00

"Ugly Singaporeans"..by Kai

Wat are e 1st things tht come into ur mind if i ask ur opinion abt Singaporean? well-educated, mindful, tactful, responsible, polite, opinionated, etc... yeah yeah. Go on n i bet u'll prob hav to scamper arnd finding e thesaurus. U see, u cant go on painting a beautiful picture abt smthn juz because u may be implied n implicated. It might juz be a collage tht even an amateur artist might puke after glancing at it.

The right way to describe e Singaporeans of e present is thru either of these words: inconsiderate, uncivilised, arrogant, cant-be-bothered, timid, stubborn. Or u i might be tempted to use ALL of e words. Some of u might not agree wif tiz hurtful accusation, citing urself as a model Singaporean. OK, thanx for being one as i find it more difficult to spot it among e citizens of this nation. That's how i m, severely critical abt e type of ppl tiz country is producing.

OK, let's look at a few examples of my claims. I wld start off by citing e cat-fight b/w a few MOTHERS in e opening ceremony of e adventure club in a constituency(I tink itz Riverdale or smth). I tot they were the ones tellin their children to queue up for smth n tiz is for a PONY RIDE.My goodness, pls give me a chance to repeat-MOTHERS. The ppl whom we look upon as role models in e shaping of our very future. The ppl whom we tot we can emulate so as to be a better person. The ppl whom everyone expects to show their children 'e way'. Oh man, but is it e way by jumping queue n in response, e other MOTHER starting
a fight fit for school children at e playground? I pray tht children wont be tempted to duplicate their mother in tiz way. It's a shame-for all MOTHERS, e children, e family, e government, e society at large n of coz other Singaporeans. Imagine wat foreigners(e ppl whom r 'supposed' to be more superior than Asians) wld tink when they view tiz footage? Of coz i wont even wanna be seen in it. Yeah, talking about being considerate. Haven't we told our children 2 queue up?

Maybe globalisation has played a part in tiz impatience. I'll explain later. For now, let our actions do e talkin instead of spanking our offsprings if they fail to listen to u. Becoz, u'll nvr noe when they will say 'didn't u do tht last time durin e bla bla..?'

Hey tht leads to e queue 4 Hello Kitty in e past. I tot queueing up signifies e way civilised ppl do things. The protocol tht shld be set up in e metro- n cosmo-litan city. A city tht has our SM Lee describing Singaporeans as well-educated. Hmm..i beg to differ. The melee caused by those fighting 4 e TOYS certainly tainted those words.

Juz last few wks i went to Pre-U Sem. There was tiz guy frm a top junior college. OK, granted he's frm a TOP JC, but his behaviour shames even e principal of e tt college. He said smthn like, "Im frm e top 5 colleges in Singapore, how do i find ways to improve as being at e top, it is difficult to improve myself?" The theater roared, not becoz of its approval but coz of his arrogance tht irked most. To tht came e reply(by e invited panellist), 'if u tink ur e best n u tink u cannot improve, pack ur bag n leave Singapore as we do not nid ppl wif tht type of attitude'. A deafening applaud followed suit. Well said. Doesn't tiz scene left ur heart wif a depression? Singaporeans who tink they r perfect juz bcoz they come frm Singapore? Perfect?-only e perfect nid not improve, i say. Juz because u r among e elite, doesn't mean u have e obligation not 2 improve. Wif tiz attitude, u will be overwhelmed n overpowered by others juz when u r gloatin abt ur capabilities. Also, it was reported tht Chinese citizens condemned Singaporeans abt their attitude during their stint here. Ermm.. de-ja-vu..

Next, if u find a group of youngsters sms-ing in a cinema, in front of u, wld u b brave enuf 2 remind them not to? No, i guess not. Cant-be-bothered?probably. Timid? definitely. we Asians r born in a society tht views e mavericks n unsuals wif an eye(make it 4,coz e rate of myopia in Sg is climbing) of suspision. They do not believe in being 'extra'. Juz follow e crowd will do, for most of us. Thtz y many r still chasing e paper race, eventhough their hearts are elsewhere in another field. But luckily, e population of 'mavericks' r increasing. Well, e lawyer, tht was bashed after telling e person to talk outside e cinema, was one i admire. but e aggressor-nah, i dunno wat punishments he received. e recent furore abt e guy being lambasted after shouting back to e Convent gals in e theatre, seems almost similar. But tht guy was too harsh wif his words. Nevertheless, i salute him. Y? u may ask. I believe in tht theatre there were many others who were irritated by e constant sniggerin n disturbance they caused. But only he responded? Wat happened 2 e rest? Hav they hidden in their personal shell, hopin 4 someone to retaliate, juz so they can enjoy e show? Cant-be-bothered?some elements. Timid?Then y did i say they hid in their shell?

Singaporeans nid to be brave when faced wif adversity of various degree. Incl. being faced wif irritants. They shld not let others do e job. Those who blasted e guy, they may even be e one blasting him-Jus to follow e crowd, i guess.

Have u ever come across my small kids scolding their parents? I dunno abt u guys but I have- to my disgust n itz is beyond my comprehension how e parents can stand it. It just shows how e parents educate their children. Last time, i wouldnt even dare raise my voice in conversing wif my parents. Hmm, how times have changed. The utter stubborness of kids to be reformed is just not understandable. Haiz.

OK, back to e globalisation bit. Ppl r more impatient. They just wan things done fast. Very fast. Technology is part of it n indeed it is global-changing. The force tht changes e world, making its ppl not accepting to smth tht does not satisfy them. Remember e queue? The MOTHERS were impatient n not accepting 2 e idea of being at e back. They wan to be first n cannot accept tht somone is usin underhand means. Tht sparked off e farce.

A bit too long but ttz how i feel abt e Singaporeans currently. It doesn't matter if u disagree coz everyone is entitled to their own opinion. Being critical is a maverick's character n im proud to say i may sound a maverick. Tiz proves tht ur a Singaporean. Remember, Singaporeans despise mavericks?Haha. Comments anyone?

2004-06-19T13:22:00.000+08:00

Wazzup guys... Hav u ever wondered wat type of life u wanna lead? Wat actually u want 2 do, instead of living a life wat society demands u 2? Wat is e real thing tht makes ur life more complete? e only other thing tt many do not think of?.. Well i have tot of all these..But seldom do i find e answers.

For 1 thing i noe, e things tht i wanna accomplish in life, e thing tht i long 4...is none other than mountaineering..i also lyke many other adventurous activities..but i tink it all started wif reading an article about e 1st conquerors of Mt Everest..Sir Edmund Hillary and Sir Tenzing Norgay...it is by no easy feat tht they conquered e gigantic structure..Next came e 1st S'pore Everest Expedition..David Lim leading the pack of 5..Then came Khoo Swee Chiow..attaining the Adventure Grand Slam (summiting e 7 Summits n the 2 Poles)..

The one tht sparked my interest is my pri. sch. climbathon on Mt. Kinabalu..Whoa..e scenery was astounding, it jz blew my mind off.. n i swore i'll climb tiz giant agn in e future..well, ttz wat i wanna talk abt..

Well tiz year will be my last year im gonna enjoy civilian life coz e next yr, i'll be a soldier of our land(wah! so patriotic)i enjoy adventure n i view NS as one..back 2 where we were..so im planning to pool a few of my frens (i guess 4 in a grp is enuf) to scale Kinabalu tiz September(coz December will be after my As n i do not wanna b distracted).Ppl may tink im crazy coz itz b4 my exams. The time spent on planning n coordinating will put a strain on my studying time. No, not so(at least 4 me as i hav always believed in time management n consistency)

But 2 tink abt it agn, e effort will pay off as i will be more focused on my As after e climb. I hav always wanted 2 climb Kinabalu n i believe tiz iz e ryte time..not after my As..as it will only serve as a distraction..BUT wat im afraid is there is any official exams during e Sept hols..ARR!..BUT(again) i hope not!

Ive done a preliminary research n estimated e individual cost of e expedition to be close to $400..ouch u may scream..but e sense of achievement is more i guess..So to all of my readers..close to me..i m looking 4 a team of dedicated ppl wif powerful perseverence..i need not explain further ryte..we nid to discuss n settle everythin in 10 weeks..letz hope my dream( or ur dreams) come true..btw tiz is not wishful tinking on my part but a dream tht MUZ b fulfilled..

2004-06-17T12:01:00.000+08:00

Aloo guys n gals!!....glad 2 tell u guys tht i've jz reached Singapore yesterday frm my trip 2 Malaysia..Here we go...

Went out of hse at abt 230pm..reached clementi 4 lunch-cum-dinner..den meet up wif our tour grp..nuthin much 2 den except there is tiz gal...looks so arabic..she was wif two women n a guy(presumably her dad)..not tht pretty but has tht unique look..2 my sayang, dun be worked out ok...coz u'll win anyone hands n legs down...true!!!.......;)

we set off frm malaysia 2nd link at 6.30pm...kinda fast, reached Kedah at 6.30am...boarded e ferry n reached Langkawi at 10.30...btw it was a 50mins ferry ride...Here, we stayed at Hotel Grand Continental...sounds grand but nuthin near it can be described as scenic..we were greeted wif e lonely road..n i 4got it was in e city...

On Mon, we went on an Isle tour..visited e Minyak Gamat 'factory' wic is no bigger than a shophouse..next up is e cable car ride up tiz hill called 'Gunung Mat Cincang'...nice scenic view frm e top...but it was cloudy...cant see much..if it was clear, we wld hav seen Thailand frm e top...how i wish my sayang is there wif me 2 enjoy e view of e bay.....haiz..den i realized it was her tht i was missing.... after tht we went to Bras Basah ...it was a half day tour...so went back 2 our hotel....

Tues, we checked out at 10am 2 KL..reached at 6pm....nuthin much agn..till on Weds we went 2 a theme park...Times Square...we only spent 2 hrs...n we set off 4 Singapore...reached here at 6pm....at 7pm,called my dear2..2 say i miss her n blah...her voice sounds lyke almost breakin down...a sign of missing me too much...oh man...

haha...so ttz all guys...enjoyed myself, away frm e busy Singapore tht we all noe of...but too bad, im pulled back to my homeland, too soon...yeah all real...But im all ready 4 e next few mths leading to my As..e challenges tht might present themselves..they r inevitable n as big as they may, they will gobble up e weakest...n only e strongest survive...

2 my sayang, im back in Sg n u nid not worry k...=)...luv u dear.... n to my grp 14 of pre-u sem...i miss u guys!!!..

2004-06-12T12:14:00.000+08:00

HI GUYS!!!!!!...IM BACK!!!...frm Pre-University Seminar 2004!!!!...i tot it wld be those boring lectures abt Singapore's future politics, economics n also international ties..attended by political-minded n graceful pre-u students...they called them creme de la creme..HAHA..but my group(B14) wld beg 2 differ..our grp is e havoc-est, craziest, wacky n silliest!!..led by me!!..im not e grp leader but a leader in all e lamest things tht emerged during e 6 days..HAHA..k here r our grp members:

Charmaine (NJC..our student liason officer, we called her slo-w..hehe..an enigma coz she has little expressions on her face)

Jolyn (ACJC..has this serious look but then once agn, still water runs deep)

Junaini (MI..hey tiz gal jokes 2!!..haha)

Jasmine (TJC..e jungle mistress, has jungle vocabulary of animal noises but her niche is e 'meow'..n also e sleepyhead..anywhere oso can zZz..hehe)

Grace (MJC..awww..a member of e jokers' club..has a cute smile n likes 2 laugh- A LOT!!..likable 2)

Dawn (HCJC..actually she has a very fierce look..but after knowing her, she's not!..)

Linda (CJC..i tot she's a quiet gal but then almost at e end of e camp, she LOVES 2 laugh!!--talkin abt strange..haha)

Nuradilah (SAJC..nothin much 2 say)

Eleana (AJC..i tink she's a quiet gal..maybe a deep tinker..)

Valerie (NYJC..hey tiz gal is a rock chic ok!!..tho her face doesn't suggest so..u go gal!)

Yi Fang (TPJC..i oso tot tiz gal is a quiet gal..but she's sociable n sometimes cracks jokes)

Fei Ting (MJC..e voice of e grp..funny n always speaks her mind)

ok, tt r e gals..now for e guys..

Chia Keat (PJC..u noe wat?..i tot he's e shy type of guy who does not speak a lot..but then i was wrong!!..2 say he's noisy is an understatement..btw he's one funny guy..bu it's still an interstatement..haha..effort ar effort!!)

Yaw Vwee (TPJC..e baby boy of our grp..he's a quiet guy..speaks little)

Bing Wen (NJC..i tot he's a geeky guy who's language is politics..but i was wrong-apparently..but he's an introvert guy..SHY..CK will agree wif me!!if u wan smth, jz go 4 it ok?! haha..good try ar good try!!)

Chun Yee (RJC..has a mind of his own..quiet serious..n also speaks his mind..)

Izzuddin (VJC..e OTHER baby boy of our grp..a joker..poor guy..was stalked by tiz funny gal..haha..who can 4get her..e gal who tied a bright YELLOW rubber band on her SLANTED ponytail..wic i imitated superbly..hehe..)

Alvin (JJC..hey boy scout..i cant say much abt tiz guy..he's a great guy..doin his homework during free time!!...WOW!!)

Varun (SRJC..OUR MASCOT!!..who can 4get tiz guy in our grp..remember e egg??..he cant 2 win e scissor, paper, stone game!!..ttz when we started cheering him on..frm then, evrythin is abt him!!..Varun!!Varun!! haha..always by default, he 4gets smth..)

Khairil (YJC..ME!! no comments)

Hey i LOVE my grp!!..muz thank e organising committee 4 puttin us together..actually hoped we were together as a class!!..a bunch of funny ppl who like 2 make jungle noises, pretty n sociable gals n crazy guys..aww man..we were parted jz when we have clicked well n bonded tightly..b4 e camp i was nervous coz i noe e ppl u hav in ur grp can maqke or break ur camp..im glad i hav met tiz ppl n noe them..im happy our paths crossed n congregated here..well...good things muz come 2 an end..4 me, only e pre-u sem is over, BUT our relationships will never..good thing technology allows us 2 converge n communicate..i actually hope e pre-u sem is held longer but tht wld mean it will be more heart-breakin if it was any longer 4 we will construct an even stronger bond..ladies n gentlemen, good luck 4 ur future endeavours..life is but a road 2 wic smooth is never associated wif...

e last but not e least..2 my dear sayang who had 2 bear wif me goin 2 camp..I wanna say 'I LOVE YOU'....n i missed u greatly during e camp..often thought of u..eventhough my grp-mates didn't see me sms-ing u, u were deep in my heart..MUARKZ!!...

2004-06-02T16:31:00.000+08:00

ARGH!!!..juz woke up frm my sweet dreams!!..power dod.. k m i gonna talk about 2day?..hmm...let me tink..let me consolidate..

done..i wanna talk abt someone who is close 2 me now..someone who needed guidance..letz call e person Z..

Z is a fun, cheerful guy tt i have known since last year..among e funniest jokers(ermm jokers r supposed 2 b funny, ryte kai?..nah..not all, coz kai here is a lame joker!..haha)..k back 2 e story... he wld b there whenva anyone is down... but thez smth abt him tt nids 2 be guided...

He nids help in his STUDIES..he flunked almost evry test n exams tht came his way..look, im not putting him down k but more lyk im helpin him as a fren..im very concerned abt him, esp since e start of e year... he seems 2 be always involved in outside activities(by tht i mean sports, gals n etc) n now i tink he has other personal prob.btw i heard he is takin part in tiz year's tracks nationals..damn...my heart sanked when e news came... i tot 2 myself, "when in earth will he start his studies?"..."how is he gonna do in his As"...

i have always wanted 2 talk 2 him personally but he wld always talk abt other stuffs he is invled in..den i swallowed e idea... i juz nid him 2 wake up...n SOON!!...we r left wif only 5 months 2 As..if not now, den when?!!...C, if u fail tiz year, wat is gonna happen 2 u?..u've alway wanted 2 go to e Commandos ryt?..how r they goin 2 accept someone who has not done well academically?..tiz may sound cruel.. but tink abt it, in Singapore, ttz e way it goes ryt?..

pls, i hope tiz will wake u up...stop all those activities now, wateva it is...grab ur books, notes, ten-year series, wateva s*&t there is n dump ur mind in it..focus on ur studies 4 at least tiz next 5 mths...im sure u can do it..im sure u can succeed..im sure u will cry wif tears of joy when u collect ur certs next year.. at least ttz how i feel,...i always dream of gettin triple As...i slipped a few times..in promos, common tests n mid year...im always short of a few grades...u c, even e best have 2 stuggle their way 2 achieve e best,..there's no short cut.. if u hav reached a 'plataeu' where ur mind is 2 saturated 2 study, always dream of e end product u desire..tt will spur u on 2 greater heights..

ok, i have exhausted wat i wanted 2 say 2 C here...i hope it works..remem, im always ryt behind u...cast all ur probs aside n focus on ur target..anythin ur not sure, i can clarify..k?..take care C...

n 2 my readers, e same msg goes to all of u!..FOCUS on ur target, strive, sweat n bleed all u can...so as 2 achieve ur desire..i assure u, u wont fail...UNLESS u give up!.. adieuz~

2004-05-31T21:45:00.000+08:00

Harlow guys!!!!!...Im takin a break.......frm tutorials-again...

I've finally found e song tt i've been looking for... itz e reaction of eamon's ex-gf..remember, he wrote a song a bout her...
so frankee(ex-gf), turned e table on him n produced an equally good song...to our pleasure haha....or izzit?...usin e same tune but diff lyrics, eamon had to eat his lyrics,...i mean words...here we go:

"F.U.R.B. (F U Right Back)"

Oh oh
Oooh
No no no

(You know there is two sides to every story)

See I don't know why you cryin' like a bitch
Talkin' shit like a snitch
Why you write a song 'bout me
If you really didn't care
You wouldn't wanna share
Tellin' everybody just how you feel

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back

You thought you could really make me moan
I had better sex all alone (ha ha ha ha)
I had to turn to your friend
Now you want me to come back
You must be smokin' crack
Im goin' else where and thats a fact

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack

Fuck all those nights I moaned real loud
Fuck it, I faked it, aren't you proud
Fuck all those nights you thought you broke my back
Well guess what yo, your sex was wack

Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea

Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea

Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea

Whoa whoa
Uh uh yea

You questioned did I care
Maybe I would have if you woulda gone down there
Now it's over
But I do admit i'm glad I didn't catch your crabs
I can't sweat that cause I got to go

Fuck what I did was your fault somehow
Fuck the presents, I threw all that shit out
Fuck all the cryin' it didn't mean jack
Well guess what yo, fuck you right back.

oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea
oh oh
uh uh yea

You made me do this---------------------------

so ttz it...i hope u enjoy...but those who r offended, im sorry..haha..take care ya...lurve u my dear sayang!!!!!....muarkz!..;)

2004-05-30T16:07:00.000+08:00

Hello...jz takin a break from my tutorials..wah! nice..jz now i dwl e nike ads..abt OLE! n Henry's Houseball..wow..both recommended..damn funny sia...

ok back 2 my tutorials, wanna finish my tut S2.1 2day..if possible S2.2...tiz iz maths...den will do my chemistry titration curve, etc...if happy still, will do my physics charged particles...ermm...yeah...bz bz khai...

nxt week's timetable not bad ar..end at 2(mon),2(tue),4(thur),10(fri)...wed is vesak day..so 2 all my buddhist frens, Happy Vesak Day!..but it wont be a holiday 4 me..no-let me rephrase..no holiday, tiz year, is a holiday 4 me...except december hols...haiz...it ok..tiz A level wat..so muz sacrifice...

let me dream..december, end my As..enjoy a bit...den if can find work...gd ar...but if i m enlisted in Jan, den i wont work...i wanna ENJOY!!!....BUT i muz make sure i study damn hard...lyk wanna die...haha...

k now change next topic...let me ask...any opinion, pls feel free to tag my board

Qn: Would any guy, in his right frame of mind, like to die a virgin?.

wat i feel is...NO...ryt guys?..or how abt u gals feelings?..remem 2 tag my board ya...;)

k wanna go back 2 my studies! byue!..adieu...luv u dear sayang..;)

2004-05-24T19:04:00.000+08:00

Ok tht was abt Big Walk..now itz abt medical checkup at CMPB 2day...

went wif Chuanji..evrythin was fine till e ear checkup...tiz test we muz stay in a room where we put on a headphone n a monotone sound will we heard...if can hear, we muz raise our hand...guess wat?! I FAILED IT!!

e guy said i was exposed 2 loud music n i cant hear a certain frequency...sorry khairil...u r given PES D n hav 2 come back agn on 28 June 4 a review... 4 gals (or guys) who do not noe wat it is..itz Physical Employment Status...wic can determine wic vocation u can go 2 4 NS...argh!...

i promise 2 not listen 2 my fav discman tiz one mth..i wanna get PES A..i wanna go OCS...argh!..i tot i cld get PES A b4 e checkup..no i cant now...till my review...act i can.. i was given PES A 4 everythin...eye, blood/urine test, n dental...

nvm...everythin happens 4 a reason..whether good or bad...so let it be..but i wan 2 be cured...so there goes my discman 4 one mth.. haha..

btw 2 my sayang.. i love u...muarkz..he2..signin off..adieu

2004-05-24T18:37:00.000+08:00

Eloo evryone... ysterday sayang n i went 2 Big Walk!!!..a yearly event tht we planned 2 go 2 till we r old(n cannot walk!)!!;)..hehe..

It was very hot yesterday..ermmm...a cold 100-Plus anyone?..gee.. we didnt c any colourful character tiz year compared 2 other years lyke e whole SAFFC, Mr Crocodile Hunter, Oily Man, Yakult Man, n e various overseas fan clubs..i dun even tink tez a best-dressed category.. haiz..maybe it bcoz of e sweltering heat tht no one wanna risk themselves..or even e Nicoll Highway collapse tht buries e Big Walk mood..e funny part was a certain point where my dear2 felt an urge...ermm...yeah..ttz all i gonna say abt it..HAHA

e walk itself is reduced to 5.6KM..instead of 10KM(in case anyone of u dunce noe)..he2..so there goes Esplanade, One Fullerton, e 3 big 'so-called flat buildings'(till now i dunno wat they r)..n so one..dez no scenery ysterday..haiz...

After waiting 4 e lucky draw, wic i told Lin tht i was feelin lucky..he2,we went for lunch at Beach Rd..indulgin in e power beef steak!!yum2... den after tht we went str home...he2...

2004-05-22T21:24:00.001+08:00

WWWOOOOOHHHHHOOOOO!!!!!!!!...........
YJC IS 3RD!!!!!!!......we won Meridian Junior College by penalty...

Here goes....

Pre-match:..Coach announced my name as e startin keeper..haha..my last match..got tiz feelin of superiority in me...im e best keeper!!

1st half was nothin exciting 4 me as e defence stood tall n large... 2nd half...also nothin..except a thru ball frm MJ..i came 2 collect it...but 2 MY HORROR, E BALL GOES THRU MY LEGS!!!!!!!!!!!! DAMN!!!!..i turned around n saw Shah, our stand-in captain..clearing e ball...he looked at me n gave me a hi-5...it was a lousy feelin n i noe he did tt 2 raise my confidence back...it did-gradually...luckily nobody scolded me...if not, i wld have a lousy game after tt incident...wat is a team 4?..they wld rarely do anything 2 make sum1 a lesser person on e field...damn united!!.....after tt nobody seems 2 break e dreadlock..but our team has e upper hand...

MJ brought in defenders 2 stiffen their defence frm these WAR-MACHINE of YJC!!!...we slog, shoot, ran, sweat, bleed...but nothin seems 2 get e ball into e MJ net...except frm one Amir attempt tht was ruled offside..e keeper did well 2..parryin a shot frm Ridwan's volley, off a defender's leg...

Extra-time looms as e final whistle blows...nothin happens 2 my side..then comes e penalty.....till tht time evryone did well..Andy esp. ...did well 4 hhis 3rd appearance...well done..

Coach came up 2 e circle line...He called Shahul, Andy, TingFeng, Amir, ...den he looks at me..."kai, r u ready 2 take penalty?"..i paused, mixed feelin of excitement n nervousness overwhelmed me..."No prob, im ready"..i told him...but den he looks at ChuanJi..he asks Ji if he's ready...Ji nodded n coach gave him e green light..."Kai, ur no. 6"..." Shah, ur no. 7".....Hhahaha...im a penalty taker...

As e ref told e keepers 2 follow him...i told myself tiz iz e time 4 me 2 be e hero of YJ...told myself, im e best keeper..(as always)...we stop at e penalty spot n ref explained 2 us e procedure...i was chosen 2 choose either heads or tails...i choose heads...n e ref flips e coin...HEADS..YJ starts e penalty...always hav advantage one...Shahul scores...My turn 2 keep..i took e ball, go up 2 e spot n put e ball down...slowly...i look at e kicker in e eyes, spread my arms n back behind,.,..

he get ready...n kicks e ball...2 my left, i dive...i hit my hand but went thru...ARGH!!!!..almost...after tt,, Andy scores...i did e same thin 2 all e kickers...tiz time e ball went straight as i collapsed 2 e left..it hit my right hand but went thru...ARRRGGGHH!!!!!..TingFeng scores....my turn...e kicker run up...srikes e ball....straight,,,n hit my curled body....I STOP e BALL!!!!!!,,,e stadium roars!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i save a penalty!!!...i raised my hand 2 salute e supporters..remainin calm...Amir scores... e MJ kicker strikes e ball 2 my right n i was rooted...now it stands at 4-3...if Ji scores, we'll win..but den e keeper saves e ball..if i save e next, we'll win..but den i didnt, as e ball goes atraight....

i realise itz my turn 2 kick....ref tells us itz sudden-death...i take e ball, put it slowly down...e images of how i took a penalty during trng goes hru my mind....i scored durin e penalty...i focus on hw i took e penaly...rehearsing...i pause...takes my 1st step, run up...n stike..e ball goes into e net as how it had went thru in my mind!!!!...e stadium roars!!!!...MJ scores n Shah scores e next goal...5-4 now wif e fate in e last kicker of MJ..he strikes.....n hits e crossbar, goin off!!!.......

e next ting i knew was e stadium ROARS!!!!...i didnt noe wat 2 do...i see my mates running 2wards me...dam..they are lyk lions ready 2 pounce on their prey...im their prey!!..Shah is leading e pack...he hugs me..n soon...evryone..it swells up n e whole team falls 2 e ground...it was a deafening sound frm us..it rings in my ears....dam...we were screamin lyk dez no tml!!!..after lyk half a min,....we stood up...n shook e hands of our worthy opponents...some of e year ones of YJ came up 2 me 2 hug me....argh man...i was exhilirated!!!...i was lyk a superstar...saving a penalty n scorin one.....a keeper somemore!!!...hahaha

den e whole team lined up n jogged 2 our supporters' stand n saluted them...4 supportin us...till late...oh man...hands were shook n congratulations still exchanged...e coach told me it was a 'super cool penalty' frm me...evryone celebrated...wif takin photos...n yamseng.....wif 'H-two-0' drinks...argh....i was damn happy...no, damn happy is an understatement...but den again, anything i describe IS an understatement...nothin can describe how i felt....

tiz event will never ever leave my mind...never-ever...how we played as a team, celebration...how we toiled...thru e year...jz 4 tiz moment..alas, it not e final..but still itz an achievement worth mentioning...2 all my team-mates...thanx 4 all e memories u gav me, how we co-operate n worked hard,..i'll never 4get...thankz again 4 e sweet memories...hope our friendship will neve end...

last but not least... i muz thank my sayang 4 bein understanding...coz 5 mths liao..i bz wif soccer...so she is e most understandin lady i noe!!!!!!!!..but still complain2 ar..hehe..dun worry i oso understand...lurve u dear...promise u more time after tiz k...!!!;)...take care all

2004-05-18T19:35:00.000+08:00

Sorry dudes n babes!!...I jz realised tht i didnt blg 4 almost a week!! busy busy guy..sux la..my YJC lost both games agnst SAJC n VJC(semi-final)..ARR!!!!!..both scores were 1-0..tiz fri is 3rd n 4th placin agnst Meridian JC...pretty skilled team...so dam sad ystrdy...

btw I MISS MY DEAR2.. so long i didnt talk 2 her..2nte sure muz tok..though i have a lot of hmwks..but itz ok..clever ppl muz hav time 2 slack 2...so tiz is e time 4 me...been workin hard since beginnin of last yr..smtimes i jz dun feel lyk doin anythin..but it wont go 2 e extend of jeopadisin my studies..

2 my sayang... im sorry coz i cant tok 2 u tiz period of time since my soccer tournament started..but i promise u more time will be set aside 4 u k..

take care all...im gonna do my work b4 callin my dear2!!..;)

2004-05-12T21:37:00.000+08:00

Signin In!!%%

IM DOWN WIF FLU !!!since tues morning..arr irritatin!!..tink i drank sprite ice b4 zZ..stoopido..now im nt sure i'll start in tml's match agnst SAJC!!..arr..looks lyk my custodian, Farhan may take over..he had not played a match in tiz tournament coz of me..smtimes felt guilty coz he trained wif me..ttz life of a goalkeeper..u r or u r not in e team..but i wish him all e best if he's playin tml..btw not fit 4 trng 2day..so i was 'excused'..hope i wont get a tongue-lashin frm coach tml 4 being sick..arr..

on Mon, WE WON MILLENIA INSTITUTE (MI) 2-1...we were 1 down halfway thru 1st half but Amir equilised soon...so 1-1 during half-time...but Amir scored e winner during e 2nd half..haha..on-form sia...8 goals scored in 6 games..n he's not even a striker when e tournament started..was a left winger..but now he's switched t striker role...wish him gd luck n always put on his scoring boots..

So abt tml, we r up agnst SAJC in e last match 4 e 2nd phase group..they r top nw wif a goal diff of +4..but we r 2nd wif GD +3...both r thru 2 semis...but muz top e group to avoid VJC..e surely-champion in e other grp...

Wish us all e best k.,..c ya agn...To my sayang, i miss u...hpe 2 c ya tiz fri...n oso remem 2 sign up 4 BIG walk..haha...luv u deary!!...

2004-05-09T10:30:00.000+08:00

signin in.... Hello guys!!..been out da whole day yesterday...trainin was frm 1-3.40pm...den, off to Esplanade 2 c e HiFly carnival...lotsa balloons..those cartoon characters la...so we took some pics..i mean a lot!! 19 if im not mistaken...here r the top picks...

in e no. 4 slot...goes to...

this is a snapshot by me...haha...so cute...both of us..

in e no.3 slot...goes to...

look at e scenery at e back ground...fascinating...

No. 2 spot is....where's e beat ya'all...

Look at e way she poses...ooo so enchanting n a marvellous smile she gives... makes me weak at e knees.....

And e last but not e least of all....e champion of e champion...e 1st spot...n crowning glory!!!!...*screams...*

i told her after e shot...'damn, ur tht sexy...'...it speaks more than words...

so yeah.. thtz all for e best photos taken yesterday...k..dun stare too much guys...she's mine...haha..n ALWAYS..if god-willing....luv ya all..to my poly frens..enjoy ur hols...to my frenz who r in other institution..sory mates..u hav another 3-4 weeks to go..hahaha..padan muker korang!!!...(as if not incl. me!!)...ah wat heck...hehe...

so take care...signin out..

2004-05-08T10:31:00.000+08:00

Hello ya'all...wanna share some jokes!!...enjoy...
===============================================
Aloy : Why is making love so enjoyable ?
>>
>>PCK : Aiyah, ah boy, enjolable becaws, same like when you dig your
>>nose with your finger mah !
>>
>>Aloy : Do you think women enjoy sex more than men ?
>>
>>PCK : Of course woman lah ! When you dig dig your nose, your nose
>>feel better than your finger, right ?
>>
>>Aloy : Why do women hate it when they get raped ?
>>
>>PCK : Ai-yah ! Say, you walk along the load, den someone come over
>>and dig your nose, you like or not ? Ehhh ? Don't pray pray ah !
>>
>>Aloy : Why is it a woman cannot have sex when she is having her
>>menses?
>>
>>PCK : Oy !! If your nose bleeding, you still go and dig meh?? Siow
>>ah ! Use your blain, use your blainnn ..........
>>
>>Aloy : Why is it most men don't like wearing condoms when they are
>>making love ?
>>
>>PCK : Ehhhh, when you dig your nose ah, you like to dig with a
>>glove on your finger or not ? Not the same shiok feeling mah.
>>Corlight or not?
>>
>>Aloy : Why is making love carried out in private ?
>>
>>PCK : Ah boyyyyy, use your blain, use your blainnnnn .......................... you
>>go and dig your nose in flont of your whole class izit ?? Stupid
>>lah!!
>>
>>Aloy : Wah ...... Uncle Chu Kang, you are very good.
>>
>>PCK : Aiyah ...... ," Best in Singapore, JB, some say Batam, and now, the whole world!"
>>also ah!!!
>>

So ya...ttz all folks!!.....

2004-05-07T15:16:00.000+08:00

HI guys..juz realised tht i have not blogged 4 almost a week..woohoo..it is a long time..sory dudes n babes...bz la..nw tht my exams r over, i can breathe ez..4 a while..haha..

k now 4 the best part...YJC WON ACJC 3-1!!!!...in e match played on Thurs...one more win n we r thru!!...but muz be top, so s u avoid VJC, e perennial favourites..nxt up is MI on Monday..n SAJC, e followin Thursday...

k thtz all guys(n gals)...bye..n 2 my sayang, happy shoppin n dun over-...haha..gals!...shoppin only excited...wat 2 do...haha...sory 2 all gals 4 tiz stereotype but do all gals LOVE shoppin?...pity-pity...not for them but 2 eir male counterparts...haha...guys, wachit if u hand ur wife a credit card...e gals dun geddit...adieuz~

2004-05-01T13:31:00.000+08:00

Hello guys!!..jz came back frm trng n oso frm meetin my sayang 4 brunch.. sorry abt ystrdy k..was in a foul mood..but im great 2day!..i feel so relieved 2 hav met my gf juz now..btw thanx chek, 4 ur advice..n my meimei,wanting,..im alrite..thanx 4 ur concern...

So now 2 soccer..YJC will play agnst ACJC tiz thursday..venue is at SAJC..im v hyped 4 tiz match...coz my last match was a week ago...so im ready!!(i tink)..haha...keepers muz hav an aura of confidence instilled in them in evry match...so i m!!..haha..

k la...muz listen 2 my dear2's advice 2 rest nw..later continue doin my maths revision!!...adieu amigos!!...

2004-04-30T18:41:00.000+08:00

Do u noe tht u made me look n appear stupid?..fancy tiz, havin a gorgeous gf n tellin her she's ugly..or is it?
only mindless stupid boys do tht n i ain't..never..im smarter than tht..y r u so particular abt wat i said? cant u c im jokin?Does it really matter so much 2 u?..A joke is a joke...n thtz it...ive never been fooled b4 but tiz time im done by a person so close 2 me...yet so far now...sum1 who made me out lyk im born yesterday...Ur hurt but den wat abt me?..disappointed_disappointed..4 sum1 who noes me well(or is it?)..yes-waning the magic wand n turn me in2 e stupidest guy on earth...jz abit n ur hurt 2 e core...m i so stupid?..m i blind?..dun i noe u too well?..looks like im...stupid me...u makin me tink 2x abt wat i said...it is untrue n u noe it....den hw do u explain turnin guys heads arnd as if u cast a spell on them....wish i cld twist their heads...nvr c pretty gal b4 is it...dammit....2 all guys out there..pray hard ur gf is not ultra sensitive..or else bcareful of wat u say..it can turn against u...

2004-04-28T21:53:00.000+08:00

signin in guys...long time no write, so all of u long time no read..haha..lame..jz wanna tell all of u tht YJC WON NJC 2-1 in e soccer match played on Monday!!...

we r thru 2 e 2nd group phase...we will be up against ACJC, SAJC n MI...nxt match will be on e 6th...a day b4 my last paper(chem)..tiz mth will b a tiring, exhaustin one coz of e soccer fixture n oso exam prep...

not 4gettin my dear sayang 2 keep in mind...cannot neglect her...later she -ermm...u noe...hahaha...of coz not...she has dvloped her sense of understandin..n mature A LOT..i appreciate u 4 tht darling...u hav been my pillar of strength n support thruout e years we've been 2gthr..thanx yang..may our love blossom thru e joy n hardships tht may come our way- urs truly khairil

thtz all folks..will keep u updated on e soccer A div matches invl YJC...YJC!! signing off...nitez...

2004-04-25T10:03:00.000+08:00

Mornin!..wazzup..jz had my breakfast..relaxin 1st b4 proceedin 2 e library 2 'camp' there..gotta finish my physics n chem tutorial..itz e best place u can do ur work..but e catch is if u wanna have a nice seat, be prepared 2 be there at 11.30am 2 be 1st in line!..haha..e place is cool n quieat(at times)..

k tml there will be a match b/w YJC n NJC..e last match 2 decide who tops e table..argh..my team is quite confident to beat them..frm wat i've observed, tiz team is a hard runnin team tt pumps e ball with considerable accuracy..so i muz be on guard 4 e high balls..communication wif my defenders is oso my priority..oso muz hav sturdy, strong hands to deal wif e pumpin of balls..if im able 2 deal wif tiz tactic 4 e 1st half, NJC will run out of ideas since it has been their main weapon since e tournament started..den we'll b able 2 swipe them off eir feet wif our pacy attack n crosses..whahaha...

so i tink ttz all..wanna pack my things..adieuz~..;)

2004-04-22T21:42:00.000+08:00

YOz! wazzup guys?!..miss me?..i guess all of u do!!hahaha! crazy me..gotta share smth with all of ya..YJC BEAT AJC 3-2!!!!!!!!..ahahaha...we r thru 2 e 2nd round but have 2 fight agnst NJC in our last meatch to determine e 1st n 2nd placings...we r currently 2nd coz of e big goal difference...we r playing tiz monday..n my Mid-Year starts e following thursday...how great...

But i've nth 2 complain abt..e whole team played well...i made lotsa saves coz AJC were juz shooting frm outside e box...conceded 2 goals though...1st is my fault coz shld have let Shah(defender) head e ball away...but i was 2 'semangat' n punched e ball instead..argh..wat e heck...e ball then fall 2 a guy n shot into e empty net...tokin about lettin in a soft goal...e 2nd goal was a lucky one ...thru a corner e guy was left unmarked when i blocked e previous shot...

Have smth 2 share:...e ball was out for a goal-kick, i went 2 collect e ball while i was joggin...since we were leadin 3-2 n itz about time 2 end e match, i returned with e ball but clutchin my hip, as if i injured it...so i walked s-l-o-w-l-y...just 2 waste a bit of time...e AJC fans n players taunted me of my antics..haha..a bit silly of me...jogged 2 e ball but returned as if injured...tokin abt winning oscar...

So ttZ all, wanna continue doin my hmwrk...till then...n yah yang, i miss u...gd niteey.!!!..muarkZZZZ!!......

2004-04-20T21:49:00.000+08:00

Ok..my dear2 complained tt i have not updated my blog 4 a 'a long time'..erm..how long can 2 days be?..haha..it alryte dear..4 evrybody's info, i'll try 2 update evryday but itz not a promise k..im so popular tt evrybody loves khairil!! whahaha..my past 2 days was hell or shld i say, 'part of hell'..not only coz of e weather!! but also im always feeling tired..more of exhausted..dam e weather n oso e soccer trng..im not complaining though..im expressin my thoughts..

2day..gotta c my darlin..lyk any other Tuesday..but evry meetin is not lyk any other..hehe..fancy eatin a virtually untouched box of french fries??;)...haha...im not gonna xplain more..k..gonna watch my Incredible tales...tink itz gonna b a scary one..so i said i'll TRY 2 update evryday k..not a promise but a statement...adieu~

2004-04-18T21:26:00.000+08:00

Yo wat an encounter my darlin had..2 mats askin my gf 4 her no. ..wat e heck..im used 2 it..but e fact tt they said since im not wif Lin, even if she giv her no. to em, i wont noe..PLSSS...4 ur info my gf is not tt type of easy-giv-no type of gal..she's no anywhere-oso-can-find gal who gives her no. 2 any Tom, Dick, Harry..she'll nvr be..if any1 wanna disturb any gal(esp. if ey noe she has a BF!), PLSSS-disturb her in front of her bf(if ey hav guts)!! wat e bf will do is not up 2 me 2 warn...n dun be a dawg, following ppl home...get a life n dun be a pest-a pest 2 e society..sickos!..adieu~

2004-04-18T10:20:00.000+08:00

Mornin ev'ryone..B4 I start studyin, let's blog..Im gonna talk about e love of my life, my dearest Adlin. Itz funny how we started out.

Goin back to about 9 years ago, we met in our Peixin Primary Prefects' Camp at Jln Bahtera. I was a not-so-thin side partin nerd who boast about his scouting talents. Volunteered 2 pitch a tent 4 demonstration 2 e 'newbies' on how 2 pitch a PROPER tent. I didnt noe tt tt show of 'leadership' and 'bravery' endeared Lin. Tt, was hw Lin noticed me. Haha. How did Lin, a pretty n gorgeous gal, fall in love wif a toad? That, i will leave 2 ev'ryone's speculation.

Not only at Bahtera tt we went 2 e same camp but oso in Pasi Ris Trng Camp n St John's isle. After i left Peixin for YTSS, we didn't get 2 c n got in touch wif each other....until she came 2 YTSS!..e 1st time i saw her in YT, i 4got her name but it was roughly there la.Fadilah or smth..yeah quite close..=) despised me 4 4gettin her name..argh!..so blah blah blah...

We started datin when i was in Sec3 while she was in Sec2..To tink back hw we started out as a couple, haiz...itz ok..So, here we r to e present moment where it is 4 years since we r one...Now she's in Poly n im takin my 'A's tiz year..been very busy lately..rarely get 2 c each other..nevertheless she's always in my heart...Always prayin we will be together in e future n beyond..(lyk toy story lyk tt)haha..Okok u'll tink itz lyk a soapy drama-mama...itz not...itz juz any dream gal any guy can dream of...

So guys out there dun rush in2 relationships..take ur time 2 noe ur counterpart..be an enemy, fren, companion, etc b4 bein a couple..i mean ttz hw Lin n I were..ryte yang?..hehe..Let ur friendship blossom in2 a close bond..once u r sure u r ready to take on e 'challenge', go 4 it...win e gal's heart...i assure u, u wont miss out...'challenge' here is 2 maintain a relationship, not u begin one...once u get her, take care of her...well...she'll appreciate ur concern...ttz all i guess..im gonna back to study..meetin my Lin 2 study at wdls lib later..Chaoz...=) btw yang do u agree abt my advice 2 e guys?...hehehe...luv ya sugar...

2004-04-17T21:22:00.000+08:00

Yo guys...wazzup...had a very tiring day 2day...soccer training was at 1pm!...now recovering frm lethargy...e week was tough 2...3 saturday tests in a row with scattered mini tests...arrgh...mid-year is comin in 2 more weeks...dunno whether i can study completely since tournament is mid-way...monday we won St Francis Methodist 2-0 and on thursday, we won NYJC 2-1...next matches will be against AJC and NJC...wish me luck man...;)..chaoz...

2004-04-16T19:38:00.000+08:00

Hello...new entry...nothing much...;)